What causes this pain so deep in my
soul
Did it start when I was young? Will it stay
with me until I’m old?
What caused my soul to become so dark
at an early age?
What happened to me that I have so much
anger and rage?
What caused my rebellious behavior?
At the time was darkness more my
flavor?
Did I rebel because it was easier to do than
have faith?
Did I choose darkness over light because it
Was easier to have my memories
erased?
What causes me to be unhappy and
bitter?
Is in an emotion I learned watching my
mother and sister?
What causes me to feel so ungrateful?
Why is my attitude portrayed as
hateful?
Is it in the frown I always wear on my
face?
Is it because my aura shows disgrace?
Is it possible for someone like me to
change?
To finally be happy?
To stop being hateful?
To appreciate life and be grateful?
One day at a time I will work these questions
out, waiting patiently is the key
I know letting go and letting God in is the only
answer I need
