When I was younger

When I was younger I remember seeing myself become into the woman I am today. I remember coming home from school & wondering what my  future would be like & of course like any other young woman all I saw was a horizon filled with vivid flowers. I had a hard time developing myself. Spiritually & Mentally. I once fell in love with a young man. He made me feel unique.We would have our fights but sometimes I would forget we were living two whole different worlds. I didn't want him to go into my world I wanted him to make his own. But I dont think he got the memo. I wanted him to open his eyes big & clear & see, see what was waiting for him behind all this stress behind this unrealistic world he was living in. My mother was my best friend still & always will be, my dad sometimes gets carried with his bottles but at the end his still my father. And oh my brothers, even though they frustrate me their still in my heart. A family may not be filled, with enough money or luxurious things but a family is not about getting the kids what they want. A Family is about partnership, love & loyalty. My point is, we all go through different phases in life, some bad some good, but remember after every thunderstorm  theirs not a "light but a Sunrise. Happiness is within you. Happiness is within all of us. Just some take longer to find it.