Confusion overtakes my mind and I can't understand the feelings that pull me under.
An adumbrate depression manifests within my being with a dare to make one wonder.
My temerity becomes senseless because it takes away all reason and control.
On the outside I seem happy, but inside the thunder rolls.
The emptiness is like a driving rain that is drowning everything that I feel.
Happiness is only a dream that I often pray could just be real.
My faith is weak, but I cling to hope because I do not wish to fail.
I know I'm not alone, for I was saved by driven nails.
All I can do is pray and beg for my salvation to just come through.
To bow and hit my knees and pray to God is all that I can do.
I can't stand it when I feel this way and I pray for understanding of why,
but until I know or the feelings go, on my knees to Christ I cry.
An adumbrate depression manifests within my being with a dare to make one wonder.
My temerity becomes senseless because it takes away all reason and control.
On the outside I seem happy, but inside the thunder rolls.
The emptiness is like a driving rain that is drowning everything that I feel.
Happiness is only a dream that I often pray could just be real.
My faith is weak, but I cling to hope because I do not wish to fail.
I know I'm not alone, for I was saved by driven nails.
All I can do is pray and beg for my salvation to just come through.
To bow and hit my knees and pray to God is all that I can do.
I can't stand it when I feel this way and I pray for understanding of why,
but until I know or the feelings go, on my knees to Christ I cry.
