Do not feel
What you believe
Happiness flowing one way
My heart is empty
Still breathing
But not living life
Weight of unhappiness
Weighs heavier everyday
Time ticking by
Running out
Longing for different
Before its too late
If hindsight was 20/20
I would not be in this situation
If I could have fast forward
To the future
And looked I would have pressed
Stop then eject
Smiling but really crying
My heart a million miles away
How do I tell you
I do not feel the same way
If it was only me
I would walk and be free
Getting harder to carry
On the charade
Time to make a decision
Do I continue to
Live a lie
Or set us both free
By B Gibson