if i was gonna say something id have already said it. if i was gonna do something well i like to procrastinate. i aint gonna do something if it means i actually have to move. follow the leader
but i love y'all all the same. i promise! i aint the bullied i was in the campiagn of hate. i hated myself and it gets worse. i actually quite like myself now, thats a worry cos it means i dont wanna improve wat i have. i likely this simplicity shit. freeing and freedom from the eyes of vultures and capital punishment go through the proper channels but avoid detection, just your average worker ant carrying food from the picnic or your standard bumble bee in the summer back to the hive with a normal amount of polen for the honey pot. thats me not too interested in being fit, just losing weight. i might do it, i might do it all, but i probably wont do nothing. it honing my skills of owning up to the truth, i know myself, i know im a sinner and it aint gonna change. you cant trust me to be good no matter how often i say i will. its fifty fiifty as to whether i will follow through. shite odds, no? if you feel like this reasoning adheres to your skin,then put your current life in the bin trash that shit and start all over again. drown your sorrows and from the bottom of the bottle of tasty delicious never ending gin in the club with no windows or exits, only titties and loss of money and dignity, you shall find yourself. acceptance is the first step of recovery bullshit!. it just makes you realise how much of a dick you are, spiral out of control. throwing the juice is the first step of recovery. i have no right to tell you what to do, but i think this is general enough to account for all of you.
