My mind in constant battle between right
And wrong
The devils pull overwhelmingly
strong
My heart races and my skin
crawls
for that potent burn, just want one
taste is all
I scream in the dark for the pain to
Go away
Praying nightly that my mind and body
Do not betray
Sometimes I think of going back to where
all my worries were no
more
Then I remember all the sickness, the
strength it took for my soul to
restore
The struggles I went through
The pain I endured
All of it worth it
The lessons I learned