I always knew that it would be a wrong choice,
But I was swayed to the whispering voice.
Should I choose the right path- in the midst of confusion?
easily caught in the act of a simple delusion.
Those who are already influenced, influence those who are not yet influenced to get influence, redundant, isn’t it?
Nevertheless, it is more meaningful than to make money out of it.
Despite of how many daring challenges life has offered me,
I had never made a huge mistake in my life.
Curiosity strikes! Was indeed stabbed,
thus, I was holding the very own knife.
Strike! The agony and sorrow suddenly gone and my body feels like it was fun.
All the desires were awoken, yet, it is where my future starts to get broken.
I wasn’t at the top but it feels like heaven
then, time passed by and everything was just so sudden.
I knew right from the start that I was dancing with the devil
and everything I do was just simply evil.
My beautiful and bright imagination
was replaced by a dreadful hallucination.
They told me to stop and I told them I tried
but they didn’t know I just simply lied.
This kind of business is out of control,
so the law has to stop us, we started to brawl.
Dead bodies left and right,
Do I really even have to fight?
I found myself remained standing,
And my body starts trembling.
Adrenaline comes rushing through my veins
when I started to remember all my sins.
Oh, mother forgive me!Oh, father help me!
In the dead cold night I found myself diluted,
The howling cries and deafening sound of shots was the last thing I have heard.
My dripping blood and the gory scene
along with the soothing moonlight was the last thing I’ve seen.
Now, as I closed my eyes I could only see darkness
and couldn’t fill my emptiness.
Was it too late to repent?
Then, is it dreamland or nightmare I’ll be sent?
I began to open my eyes and the light has welcomed me,
is this really where I’m going to be?
Oh father, answer me! Oh father, please tell me!
The propitious cries and the relieved faces was drawn into the new chapter of my book
and the lesson was carved and in my heart found its nook.
Death is indeed tranquil but no more than true nothingness whilst, life is the most defiant gift thus, it is essentially a beautiful reality of living.
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