I drew a knife to my throat today,
wondering what people would say
if I took my life without even a second thought,
if I just disappeared, without even leaving a suicide note.
If I tied a noose around my neck,
would people ask themselves 'why the heck'?
Would they remember the last time they saw me
and think they never would've guessed I'd let go so easily?
'Cause what I show and what I feel are very different,
and the people around me are too oblivious or just plain indiffirent
to notice the pain I keep inside...
To notice I would try to commit suicide.
