Here within my hand rubbing your hair locket
Light should be landing softly within my hold
But curtains close over my own light sockets
Black on black flows over my depressive soul
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Lids with lashes slash between white n black
Searching for relief in an answer new and old
Knowing nothing can ever change these facts
White must stain to remain in my darken soul
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I try no longer to sail the blue waterways I’ve crafted
Drying time in rhymes from the brink of your deadly disaster
Killing lie’s that spy eating me alive in cries in your ever after
Locked in these memories of lingering smiles from your leftover laughter
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I’ve reversed my polarity in clarity per your request not to be a clone
I promised to turn earth from death to rebirth leaving you all alone
But I’ve become a song without a tune in gloom next to your tomb
I know I lied but darling I tried, I just can’t overcome losing you
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This life is now a plasma bag which I need to drain
Forgive me for losing to your lost love pain
It’s too late for me to be retrained
I cannot dismiss these heavy rains
I feel alone in my shame
None of you remains
I am to blame
Aim…fire
