She's going away into the night
I'll miss our conversations I'll miss our fights
Everything we hated about each other
Pointed out each other's flaws constantly We were schizophrenic lovers...
"I hate you," she whispers, softly in my ear; "More than the voices in my head that make me want to disappear..." I step back, I fall down A needle pricks my hand Evidence of our beautiful addiction That only "WE" understand I take it into my skin, as she walks out the door "I'll never forget you," I whisper; "Like the poison now in my veins When you're gone, I'll only want and need you more..."
Skies cracked and fading gray Like the circles on her skin She picked and scratched them all away So she could be perfect again Cold air softly breezes by The coming Autumn proving empty She's never coming back again But I'll still count the years until twenty...
I fell into your arms I reached out for the sun Needles pricking our fingertips Leaves us no place to run Falling into your arms You'd imagine it would be safe and warm But inside you're dead, inside you're cold No love could ever form...
And the mirror that she made me Smashed into a million pieces Used to cut away the skin; "I can't leave without you!" She screams, But I turn and walk away Her screams now fading into nothing All the words she'd ever say If only they still meant something... To me...
