To sit and wonder what's happening around you.
To have no control.
Every ounce of energy has left your body.
Your world is spinning around you about to fall and cause a great amount of pain sorrow and destruction.
Your blood inside is over the boiling point your screaming inside but your voice has fallen silent.
You're trapped in a wave of white, black, gray, and red.
Your eyes are leaking and you have no solution, no tool, to make them stop.
Your stomach is defying you, clenching up so tight you think your dying inside.
No way to let loose, your stuck, abandoned in this lonely moment.
No light is shining through except for the lightning bolts hitting your head over and over.
No breath is easy, your gasping to get a fresh, new breath of air.
Your body is so tired, you finally lay back, close your eyes, and see the cool black night.
