I don’t know what I’ve became.
I’ve lost more than my mind.
I want nothing more than for you to stay.
You must feel betrayed.
Yet I couldn’t allow myself to see how I’m the reason that you’ve cried.
I don’t know what I’ve became.
I’m being held underwater by thick chains
I wanted to tell you this only my lips lied.
I’m forbidden to explain.
I’m left with no more tears but with all this pain.
Maybe with the more I say it then I can believe that I will be alright.
I’m pleading for you like how people pray for rain.
I’m afraid that hollow is how I’ll remain.
It’s been too long, I’ve almost forgotten what it feels like to be alive.
This affliction I want you to understand not just something I explain.
Ruining you, I’ve never been more ashamed
The pieces that made complete have curled up to hide.
Give me all the responsibility, only I can take the blame.
I’ve never wanted anything more than for you to stay.
