Pain consumes me
day and night
Darkness fills me,
there is no light
Death beckons 
and, cries to me..
.life and love, 
I'll never see.
cutting has always been
my greatest pleasure,
my family forbids it.
without measure.
left to hurt,
No release for me,
if only death, 
could set me free
.
.This isn't living,
theres no light to see..
Pain and darkness
swallowed me