Through my life I've been through hell.
Been through bullying,molestation and depression.Lost myself in all the lies I told, never discovered who I really was...am. Its all a mystery covered by a grey hue that clouded my logic tense caused me to make mistakes a regret to this day.
I never realized how badly my choices destroyed my life,until I hit rock bottom and couldn't climb back to the top.I lost everything one at a time in a matter of four years I lost everything that mattered to me; my gran, my life, my confidence and worst my self worth.
My life got battered and bruised but its formed me. A girl that strives to do her ultimate best even though it means landing in hospital a couple to many times. End up with scars on my wrist and upper legs, an insecurity I'll never be able to resolve.
A death in my family left me empty inside causing a icy cold storm to brew within me. It burst hardly but when it did it over blew causing my whole family to freeze with a raging fright.
