I want to stop dreaming about you so bad, I just can’t..
but when I stop it feels so weird
there’s some routine missing and it feels so uncomfortable.
I can’t give any idea how is it possible to feel uncomfortable and weird to not think of you when thinking of you is the most painful.
I could say it was four days, that’s a pretty long time..
I stop having thoughts of you, four days without hitting my chest with my fist that I think it’ll stop my feeling for you,
four days without unsound screaming under my pillow,
and that’s what I called weird.