Lying on the Ground Looking Up

Sometimes I'm a fallen leaf-
From the branches of the family tree-
I dont want to lie here looking up,
I'm tired of being on the outside gazing in-
I'm tired of being the mistake
Im tired of feeling broken and plagued-
I dont wanna feel the need to be accepted anymore-
I dont wanna see the depth of my misjudgement anymore-
I dont wanna feel like this,
I dont wanna be like this-
I dont wanna end like this.