I felt real fear today,
It scared me in a very, true way,
Cause I was so uncertain,
And open,
Letting my feelings come out,
And hoping,
That someone was there,
Real and who cared,
I feel so alone,
Out of place in my own home,
I just want to lose this frozenness,
This unshakeable brokenness,
So I cry out to God,
Hoping He will softly coddle,
Me, and seeing him some way,
Will help me melt and the fear fly away.