When did my life become so dull
Gone from party girl
To one no one longer invites
Each day blends into the next
No reprieve
Living minus the fun
Like reading a book
And all the pages say the same
Flicking through
Praying to see different
Stuck on a conveyor belt
That does not stop
Swallowed by four walls
Wish I knew before
That some people are
There for a reason
And some are for a season
Walking with my eyes closed
Should have looked deeper
Life could have been sweeter
Wish I could rewind and look
At the situation again
My four kids my only reason for living
But I would have done things
So different
Feel like I am no longer myself
Do not like the person I have become
Time to turn things around
Before time runs out
