there is something whispering to me things i never thought id hear. theres a devil on my right saying follow the fire, and an angel saying take it slow with the white rose.this situation im in now has always been my worst fear. i broke promises - i'll never leave you if you never leave me, but right now something in my head tells me i should be free. there is something whispering things to me i never thought id hear.

eyes red while the sky is grey the fumes are pungent and noises make me afraid. i dont know what im doing, i dont know what im saying, it doesnt make sense, why i sit on the fence but then i dont, then i do, like i have something to prove, then something to lose. what about what i want, like giving this fire a raging clue. heart or head. what should i listen to. future or in the moment. is this love or just confusion