Green Bike
Saw you today
Green bike
Pale blue knapsack.
But too bad
you didn’t get
close by me.
We seemed to make
a lot of eye contact
I want to know
your name,
hope u see this...
Curious
You had me
wondering
I don't even
know your name,
but maybe
I'll find out.
Not trying to flirt
or take anything to a level
it probably shouldn't go to,
I'll go ahead and
assume you're taken...
but you're definitely
the most noticeable
I've seen so far.
Love your voice...
We said we would talk again
We met ten days
after your birthday.
I enjoyed discussing
your political views
and saluting each other
in many languages.
You questioned how
happy you were with
the length of your beard
I said I liked it
just the way it was.
Our conversation could
have continued in the parking lot,
but you were concerned for
a family member and the night ended.
We hugged and I felt that you may
have kissed me if I didn't turn away.
I was interested, but thought we'd had
too many drinks and it might be
nice to wait for a sweeter time.
I am avoiding the one way
I know to get a hold of you,
and am wondering if
you are doing the same.
Find Me!
Trying again
Cannot respond
to the message
you sent.
Please respond here!
Hope you find this!!
Sigh
I wish I could tell
you how I really feel.
I wish you knew how
much I care about you.
It’s so hard
...being away from you.
I didn’t realize how much
I had already grown to rely on
your being in my corner.
But as hard as this is,
I’m not sure it’s harder
than the sharing, and wondering,
and waiting.
Regardless, I miss you like hell.
It's driving me crazy
to not talk to you.
I want you to be the one that’s there.
I want to be your one.
The in between place was
killing me though.
I wish you would understand
Although I know you won't.
I wish I could understand why.
I have my theories...
Gosh how I wish I
didn't give a sh*t!
My feelings change daily.
From hurt to angry.
How is it that you get so angry
with me, can say
and do as you please?
While I sit here
dealing with this "situation"
alone.
Having to choose what to do....
I can't move on because
my heart won't let me.
I have heard multiple times
that I am one of the most
faithful girls ever.
You of all people don't realize that.
These past 2 months have been
a slap in the face.
Glad to know when
your life was sh*t
I was there.
But you're far from helping me.
Please for once prove everyone wrong!
Please show everyone you're not
a self centered a**hole.
Done
I just realized how much
of a douchebag user you are.
You use people
and way too much drugs
to ever be successful
in anything you do.
This is not so much
a missed connection
as a dodged bullet.
Have a nice life you
fucking asshole
because I know I will.
