Bored as hell
I wish I had a lover
in this dire time of need
To stop me
from hating me
To prevent me
from condemning me
To halt me
from mutilating me
Where are you?
Mon amant
I await you patiently
My heart cries out in frustration
I lack the love I require
to function daily
Instead I ache from agitation
I am weaker than they imagine
Nothing but a frail shell of a human
being trapped in this younger body
I have aged well beyond my years
I am the dead
As dead as the Egyptian hieroglyphs
no one cares much for
I ask again: Where are you?
Mon amant
I need you desperately
I need you more then you need me
I no longer want this hurt
I want to be free!
I am too exhausted to cry
And I have shed too many tears all my life
Save me please
My soul cries out to you
Screaming your name with love
Show me
Guide me
Show yourself!
You have been invisible for far too long
And I have been the same to you
See these words
Read my mind
like I want you to
Free my soul
from this purgatory
Mon amant
Where are you?
