Look at these

Numb icy stone-cold hands

Fingers frozen

Brain-freeze in the

Shivering cold

I want the Sun

to surrender

I want his warmth

to feel better

I want his glow

His luminous radiance that

Everyone knows

                          except me...

I want the sun

to heat me up

So I may feel loved

Instead of alone

I want his jeunesse

I want his scorching rays

to ignite me

to untie me

From these constraints

Like Firecrackers

On the 4th of July

I want his joie de vivre

I want to feel ALIVE

I want his wisdom

I desperately want to know

To just know

His warmth

The warmth of another

The warmth of his rays

so that I will feel

                         Warm

His warmth

Finally

I only want to feel 

                    The Heat 

              In my veins

Coursing throughout

Surging inside my body

Can I ever know?

So that

I won't feel...

                          Alone?