A distant view of an offset gaze
Faroff purity grasped like evanescent snares.
Quick abduction toward another expansion of lungs.
My essence of sincerity
Stained on a contaminated yearning.
Burning putrescence slovenly accounting.
My tainted grief smeared through
a dingy tarnished wrist. .
Draining life impure,
Defiled in so called glory.
Shamed with a rancid stench
of a muggy delusion.
Tattered in my bloodshed,
against the discomposed self.
Decayed steel beneath my scars.
I sit, I stare, detached.
Needles pumping toxins; deranged.
Staring.
No awareness, every pulse a new flow,
Liquid life drenched around me.
My walls to seize,
Dank in my sorrowful schemes.
Striving victory.
A shallow debacle,
Obscurity slurs my exanimate acrid glare.
Shredded locks overshadow my mutilated face.
I scrutinize my repulsive chamber,
My polluted abode.
I glance around,
An indication of insanity.
The lament of affliction,
"You will NEVER defeat!"
My fate,
My blood stained effect
of an elation never forseen.
You weren't there,
You cannot conclude!
I massacre my artificial reality
for an exceeding presence.
You were lacking
to minimize my desecration;
My world hallucinatory.
How could you?
My termination,
My life,
You were NEVER.
