If only you could understand
That life is bigger than you
If only you could see
That death will come no matter what
Trapped inside ego
Constantly battling for control
Never surrendering
Repulsing even your own soul
Determined to be lost
Not wanting to be found
Taking all of everything for granted,
Screaming without sound,
Making life an impossible mission,
A struggle so one-sided,
Fighting demons inside of yourself,
With no-one to confide in,
All things cause pain,
There is nothing that doesn't,
Happiness is worst of all,
It makes you wish it wasn't,
Allowed to affect you,
To touch you,
Make you human,
Keep you real,
But that's not up to you,
It's not your choice to make,
If you can't give a shit,
At least it won't be fake,
Nonsense and drama,
Wanting to die,
Death is elusive though,
Enough to make you cry,
You are not the only one,
And you are not alone,
But until you stop being blind,
You cannot be shown.
