You left at seven am and it is now four
I sit a look out the window and even watch the door
I normally do not care what it is you do
For reasons unknown today I seem to be upset with you
Advantages of me have been given and also taken,
My eyes have suddenly been awaken,
From their somber sleep, and straight as an arrow stare,
I'm seeing my true emotions, needs, wants, cares,
For you are my soul mate, my love my, never want us to be apart,
But for some reason today you brought a stinging to my heart.
I cannot control the way I feel,
All I can do is pray as I kneel,
Down to ask god for forgiveness for my selfish thoughts
When deep down, it is your inability to see the true me that rots.
