Reflections of yesterday hang over the night.

I sit waiting for “Tomorrow ”

Which I have been promised time and time again

Will surely happen soon…

 People tell me it will come

But I figured out a long time ago

liars can’t be trusted

And promises are merely the fragile embrace of hurt.

All I see is the trigger;

Slowly the outline of the gunmetal gray floods the picture.

A once opaque mirage has once again become reality.

Divided in half,

My morals battle my brain as my soul rots away.

 The war wages on until the trigger in my head

 Coincides with my hand