I went through each day,
Just trying to wipe away,
The tears that I would cry.
But no matter how hard I would try,
They always came back.
Almost like a heart attack.
GO AWAY! LET ME BE!
I tried with everything in me to stay strong.
But each day I felt more and more alone.
I felt as though I was about to suffocate,
In all the pain and hate.
The depression just seemed to swallow me each day
And never seemed to go away.
Some days I just thought of ways I could go.
"Because what's the use?" No matter what, I just felt so low.
I thought suicide was the way.
"That's the only way everything would be okay."
Why wouldn't this feeling go away?
My thoughts were just consuming me!
Go AWAY! LET ME BE!!
I just started feeling, I don't want to live this life anymore!
It was just so hard. So I tried with a knife. But just fell to the floor.
I couldn't bring myself to do it. I sat on the floor crying.
I just felt like dying.
"Why couldn't I do it?" I just wanted everything to be over.
I went to lay in bed.
All I could do was cover my head.
I just wanted my thoughts to stop!
I felt disgusted with myself with what happened.
I just wanted for everything to end.
GO AWAY! LET ME BE!
