In trouble because I don't have a double

So when it comes time for me to die ,I hope that I'm not in trouble. I want to be free as I am  now ,not a care in the world. I wont have double life like most do they run and hide . My only fear is that I'm in trouble because I don't have a double. Most people care about there double ,I don't have a double Care most people can run in hide in their double life not me beaches in life that's why I feel like I'm in trouble.