"Love at first sight",
what a beautiful lie
Love is an acquired taste
much like beer or whiskey or wine
you don't remember when you had first seen him in different light
you don't remember when you were first nervous at his sight 
and how could change ever be possible?
when losing two people in one was most probable?
so you try to go back to the old ways
before he had sent your heart into a daze. 
You need space and he wants to know why
but he doesn't realize that he is your hardest goodbye.