It started with smiles
and little gestures
to show we were okay
 
that transformed into 
accidentally bumping into each
and talking a bit more than usual
 
first game, i sat with you on the bus
and that pushed the ball
faster and faster
 
after many games,
my head on your shoulder,
i fell asleep many times
 
you got my number
and confessed feelings even when
i had a boyfriend
 
around the time my partner
stopped paying attention
is when you started
 
we talked and talked on and on
about anything
then the hour trip came along
 
we kissed.
it was
magic
 
the next week 
we had cold shoulders
i broke up with you and him
 
i made an easy choice hard
him, gone
you, here.
 
after a month, our bridge
was strong enough
to put a feather on
 
we became friends again
we talked like normal people
and thats when i fell in love again
 
but you didnt
you had your eyes elsewhere
while feeding me lies you loved me
 
after our bridge was steel and stone
you took an earthquake
and shattered it
 
i was in the happiest place ever
and you told me you loved another
you said sorry but we both know you werent
 
its been a month and a half. 
our bridge doesnt even have a 
river to cross
 
the glacier of hatred
remains cold and heartless
unmelted
 
i miss you and dont admit it
i hope you miss me
please admit it