A different day,
But the same anxiety ridden mind
All the thoughts that flood my brain going into fast forward or rewind
Before I've even pulled myself out of bed,
I greet the day with feelings of fear and dread
I get myself up and feel controlled by all my thoughts
What may or may not happen, what I can and can not do, feeling my brain as it rots
I go about my day, my mind constantly racing
My hands and feet sweating,
My heart always racing
I just want these feelings to go away
I'm on medication, going to appointments but yet you still stay?
On my birthday, you're there,
Christmas too, and every single day in the year
But now I've learnt that all along it's you who I have to fear
