I call your name
You are not there
My heart left barren and bare
I have no choice
My tears run dry
For into a void I cry
My heart of stone
In agony doth groan
For my littlest boy
Hath never grown
In the womb he lay
Awaiting the dawn of his first day
To see his face
Oh what amazing grace
But what anguish is this
The sound of Satan’s fist
Against his body
Against his legs
Against his arms
They all start to feel as lead
With knives and deceit they smash his head
His heartbeat now gone
His life no more
In victory Satan roars
Another victim taken
Longing hearts for him aching
Faith in God and man breaking
Now in anger with God
How can he be forsaking
His God whom he loves
With whom shall he be angry?
How will he live?
How will he go on?
Knowing that this gift
He did not protect
He did neglect
He did not protect
I miss you my boy
I still hold you close
I still cherish your first bought toy
I sleep with it close to my chest tonight
Whilst in anger and anguish I fight
The thoughts of hatred and plight
Imagining your littlest heartbeat
I am heartbroken
In so many words unspoken
So many too many thoughts not said
So many truths untold
But forever I will hold my baby boy so cold
