I don’t know what I was waiting for.
I don’t know how I was going to explain myself…
For the feelings that I have… had.
For the feelings that won’t subside.
I don’t know what I thought would happen,
Maybe some magical fucking spaceship,
Maybe some black and shining knight,
In the middle of the night.
I don’t know what I was wishing for,
Nights spent tossing and turning,
Living in the past,
Not surrendering my youth.
I don’t know. I don’t know.
But now I know I have to move on,
Life moves on.
He moves on.
I move on.
Move over,
Roll over,
Get the fuck out of the way!
Please.
I don’t know what I was thinking. I just don’t know…