I don’t know what I was waiting for.

I don’t know how I was going to explain myself…

For the feelings that I have… had.

For the feelings that won’t subside.

 

 

I don’t know what I thought would happen,

Maybe some magical fucking spaceship,

Maybe some black and shining knight,

In the middle of the night.

 

I don’t know what I was wishing for,

Nights spent tossing and turning,

Living in the past,

Not surrendering my youth.

 

I don’t know. I don’t know.

But now I know I have to move on,

Life moves on.

He moves on.

I move on.

 

Move over,

Roll over,

Get the fuck out of the way!

Please.

 

I don’t know what I was thinking. I just don’t know…