For J, before.

 

My little wings flutter

Up and about you

What you don’t know,

What you just don’t know…

As you laugh out loud

And playfully swat me around…

Is that my tiny heart is singed

By every glow of pink glitter

That you wish to see

Emanating from within

(what you thought comes out naturally)

Like a thousand glorious little comets

Coming together

To set your sky alight

With a beautiful crash towards doom

 

You take Wendy’s hand

And fly off to that same sky

(still alight with the rosy afterglow)

Never remembering me

As I watched you, my heart crackling in flames

from the darkness below.

 

(hey Wendy told me she still wanted to grow up…

Maybe in Neverland, we just never know

How to give up…)

 

And I…

Maybe someday

I’ll be like a mini-supernova

As the last bit of radiance

Would set my heart aflame

 

Then I’d wish to explode

In a shooting shower of fairydust

Finally engulfing you

In a barely felt embrace