Lift my head up high
As I watch myself cry
Never thought we’d say goodbye
I look back on all the memories
We shared
Nothing can compare
To when we were both aware
Of what we made together
Thought it was going to last forever
2 ½ years later
One heart
Made from two
Split apart
To me what we had between us
Felt like a dream
Something to good to be true
Then I realized it was real
All the emotions I felt
Smiles on my face
My heart running a race
And now here I stand
All alone
Trying to forget you
Trying so hard
It hurts
I still think about you all the time
Everyday I try lying to myself
Thinking I don’t love you anymore
So I ignore you
Not even being your friend
Yha it really hurts
Better this way though
Living our separate lives
Trying to find happiness
With someone else
All I want is for you to be happy
I’m sorry
I couldn’t be the one
To always make you happy
I tried
My hardest
Never thought id give up
Kept trying
Until finally
It was clear
I had to conquer
My
Fear of losing you
Which brings tears to my eyes
Remembering
The days I actually had heart
