I just

Want to lay in the mud.

Dark wet heavy mud.

That will cake my skin

And then crack and peel off

In brittle brown earth chunks.

I want to,

Tell the earth with my skin,

That I, am tired too,

That I recognize the frustration,

In her somnolent actions,

Lined with vehement anger.

I could,

Cry into the sea,

And add my salty sorrow,

To the sludge,

To the noose,

Around my mother’s neck,

I will grieve,

For the end of our cancer,

The one we call daily life,

Mother Earth,

Kill us with your immune system,

We don’t deserve you.