I cannot tell what the Future holds for me

But I can dream

I can dream of you and me

And Happiness

That elusive thing

I can dream of us instead of me

I can dream of Love lust and empathy

Though I cannot tell what Time will bring

I can dream

I can dream of Comfort and intimacy

Instead of Anxiety and inadequacy

Instead of my very own Inadequacies

I cannot tell, I know not premonition

Yet I can only envision

My inner-most Fantasies

My secret desires and escapades

My secret joys, what fallacies!

Clear as day

I can dream

Deluding myself

Everyday it seems

Excluding myself


Of Self-realization

That elusive thing

'Tis A Dreamer's Fallacy!