“It is better left undone ”

I thought the mirror whispered

when I pulled the trigger

and sprayed my face

Windex streaming

from my eyes like tears to

my penis peeing blue fluids.

I gazed at the blur--

my reflective self.

Blue streaks ran the length

of my pierced naked body.

With a rag in hand,

I found there was much to clean

besides just this mirror.

This image-me,

trapped in a illusive haze.

I am better when my eyes

have little reflection to fasten onto.

A starving mirror stands

for any attention to fill,

its silvery abyss

swallows me whole,

body and soul.

This is where I criticize--

argue to the cause.

Where I gaze at the face,

unrecognized with lies.

A soiled attitude--

that just can’t be wiped

away.