What Hurts Most?

i could laugh i could cry
but i never thought you would die.
i could imagine you still being around
never thought my knees would hit the ground.
one day you were here
when i was semi-sincere.
next day you were gone
and you didn't even get to stay long.
there's no i in you,
but there wasn't just one there was two.
it's not the same,
just that fact makes me go insane.
i wish i could visit you everyday,
talk to you while you decay.
but i hope you always remember me,
cause i'll never forget you and i hope you can see.
you were my baby i always showed you love,
so i hope you help me from above.