I inhale the cold air
I feel the frost in my lungs
Clinging to my skin
Why can I only think of you?
The warmth of your flesh
The tenderness of your face
The heat of your body
I feel warm already
Why can I only dream of you?
I submerge myself in the blue ocean of your eyes
A profound expression, An inquiring mind
If only I could read your thoughts
If only I could see your heart
If only I could intertwine our naked souls into one
Oh how you fascinate me!
What do you want to tell me?
I want to hear your voice, it intrigues me like
Mozart's graceful musical notes
If only we were face-to-face!
Instead of separated and apart, I know
They say "Absence makes the heart grow fonder", yet
I agree to disagree
For the longer I wait
the more I ache
the more I doubt
the more I pout
Longing to be near you, to be next to you
Instead of absent and alone, I do not know
For I am afraid for the worst
and am skeptical of "hope for the best"
This feels like a tiresome test
I am too impatient and stubborn,
needy, nauseous, and slow
to sustain your full attention, I'm sickly I know
If only there were a glimmer of hope
A revelating sign of some sort,
to assuage me
to placate me
An epiphany not a mere daydream!
Please let me know,
if this is so,
For I would feel loads better to know
instead of left ignorant and morbidly alone!